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| 12.31.03 (11:08 am) [edit] |
[i]What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said, when I said:
"Don't fall away, and leave me to myself."
"Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands..."
[b]Fuel ~ Hemorage (In My Hands)[/b][/i]
This will be short because I really don't feel like writing. I really don't feel like doing anything. I just want to close my eyes and [i]not be[/i].
Rikki closed the door between us. No reasons, no explanations. She simply said what was going on between us couldn't go on any longer. She wanted us to go back to being really good friends. We could never talk about a future between us again.
We drove around a long time. We argued. She cried and I came close. I dropped her off and then came back. I asked her if she was sure and she said yes. I don't know what I expected to hear. What did I ever expect to happen?
Then she said something that broke my heart. She said that she had nothing to give, and that David (her boyfriend) accepted that and loved her anyway. I told her that was bullshit, that she had so much to give; so much of her that I wanted in my life...
I told her I needed a break. I don't know how long it will be. I can't watch her go on with him knowing what might have been between us.
New Year's Eve tomorrow and I don't even want to go out. I don't want to go back to school, I don't want to teach. I just want everything to stop. I don't want to feel anymore.
What good is a life you can't share with the one you love?
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posted by: OoLostEntity (reply)
post date: 01.02.04 (12:14 am)
You will find someone new to love, someone deserving of your love. You have a big heart.. why share the one you love with another man, when you can have a woman all for yourself, you dont deserve to put yourself through this. If you ever need anyone to chat with I'll be here to listen.
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